Happy New Year!

 Just popping in to wish everyone a safe and happy New Year! I'll post some pictures of my Christmas swag some other day. Right now I'm just having fun making a post with my new Bamboo Pen & Touch Tablet! <3

And May All Your Christmases Be White...

Just wanted to share some pictures of the gingerbread house disaster that my sister and I created. We were originally going to do one large house, then my dad touched it and the entire thing collapsed, so we made a beach town. My sister even had some santa shaped smidgens (one of which is on the roof of the "condos")

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Just My Luck and Well Wishes

I haven't updated in a while, but I just came on here to wish everyone a safe and happy Christmas in the next few days, and a fantastic new years next week!

Also, I would just like to say, only I would park on an incline, open the back door to take my nephew out of his car seat, and get slammed in the face by the door instead. I of course have a lovely bruise, but then again, I'm like a bruise factory.

I also picked out my Christmas present from my parents today (the guise of surprising us has long since gone out the window in my family). I got new snowboarding pants (my other ones had a hole in the crotch from such intense use (not realy). Here are a few pics of all that jazz.

The Old

The New

And the Board <3

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Uncoolio Julio

Blah. I'm surprised. I have to say I'm honestly astonished by the fact that I have actually made it to 4 blog posts. I'm horrible with keeping track of this kind of crap. Anyway, on with the show!

School is ending, I had my last English and Psychology class today (I have a psych final on Monday, but that doesn't count) and my last long, long, long, droning history class tomorrow, and a final for that next Thursday, then I'm FREE! though I feel like this semester would never end, I have to say that it also seemed to fly by pretty quickly. I've just started being in that joking stage with my professors and I'm going to be a little sad when I won't be seeing them anymore. Oh well, I'm more sad that the semester isn't done YET.

My sister has, once again, been a psychotic raging bitch lately. What else is new? She's been having some serious issues with her boyfriend lately or something and she's been taking it out on everyone. She isn't a good manager of her anger. I'm honestly surprised that she and her boyfriend have lasted for a year. I would have quite on her months ago. Maybe back when she started yelling at him on a daily basis for everything? She is usually the one I confide in when I'm mad or upset about something, and lately she's been using my insecurities against me in arguments, which is just totally unacceptable to me. I can't believe she would sink so low as to use things like that against me the way she is. She really has reached a new level of sleazy skanky nasty bitch.

My father and I have been fighting a lot too. I failed my math class (it was an online course) and he just refuses to listen to anything I have to say about it. He just assumes that I didn't try to pass at all, and that just isn't true. I trued extremely hard to pass. I struggled and fought to even get this far in the semester. I'm horrible at math, and I will admit that online math was the worst possible choice for me because of my math problems, but that doesn't give him the right to treat me the way he does, does it? He doesn't have the right to call me horrible names and tell me that I'm never going to do anything with my life, right? I can't help but fear he is right in that respect. I'm so afraid my life is never going to start. I honestly thought a few years ago that I would be in a steady relationship at this point, or at least starting to see someone, not stuck in this stupid stasis I'm in. I hate it.

I just don't know what to do anymore.